Monday, June 26, 2006 | 3:26 AM

oh.my.goodness

URGH...i hate going to school.strange enough,i didnt feel very un-used to waking up at 6am today.didn't feel caged during lessons.i think i know why!probably because my holidays were so boring school didn't seem to be any more of that too.

baked cupcakes for home econs lesson today..there was a disgusting bug within the chocolate chips argh!charlotte says its a weevil and it really came from the flour.though i thought we(michelle and i,that is) mixed the batter rather well,and the cupcakes looked really cute when they came out,it didn't taste very nice.i hate insects!they spoil everything,including the could-have-been-better flavour of my cupcakes today!down with you!you don't even help ME in anything,do you?!?!??!??!!

oh,and today sucked.

go back to your forest,primate!

Saturday, June 24, 2006 | 7:22 AM

name analysis

check this out!

Your First Name of: Xinlin
Although the name Xinlin creates idealism and the urge to help others, we emphasize that it causes a blunt expression that alienates others.
This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the nervous system, and tension or accidents to the head.
Your name of Xinlin has given you an idealistic nature with a desire to help others.
Your initiative often causes you to be the first to act when you see a need.
Since you are impressionable and receptive, you feel the misfortunes of others very keenly.
However, this name makes it awkward for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings with finesse and diplomacy to the extent that your candid, sometimes blunt, manner of speaking creates misunderstandings with others.
Being somewhat self-centred, you learn through your own experiences, as you rarely take advice from others.
Yet, you are sensitive and very easily hurt and offended.
You long for praise and appreciation for your efforts, but others find it difficult to understand you.

http://www.kabalarians.com/cfm/DisplayNameAnalysis.cfm

oh,and do you think its accurate?i cant say anything..cos it seems rather vague to me.oh well!!

Tuesday, June 20, 2006 | 10:59 PM

i have no life.

the time has come,when i am simply too lazy and bored.too lazy to complete my still-undone 'holiday homework', and bored because nothing nice is on tv (despite having cable!!!) and nobody wants to talk to me,save for alex.also,ouran high isnt getting uploaded onto youtube.com and animax is not showing it anytime soon!!!!!!!!!

yeah so when times like this take over my dreary days,i listen to music,watch shows i dont like,go online and stare at the screen,sms and blog.because i have nothing better to do, thats why!!!!!!!

oh someone,just ask me to go out with you to catch a movie!!!i haven't watched a single one this june.to singaporean students (e.g. me), june = (despite so-called holidays where the teachers still load hw)going-out time.watching movies.eating junk food.hanging out.HAVING FUN!

argh..i feel like a nerd.a geek.an outcast.oh wait,i am all three!!!!!!!

p/s:must get around to pronouncing my words correctly.for i am afraid that in say,20years time i'd be teaching my kids to go 'one,two,tree'

toodles!

Sunday, June 11, 2006 | 7:01 AM

20 random cantering thoughts

included in ali's and shinny's list.hooray i feel honoured!

List 20 people off the top of your head. DON'T read the questions first:

1. Chatty
2. Shiping
3. Inez
4. Shinny
5. Yicen
6. Alicia
7. Daphne
8. Magesh
9. Michelle
10. Yeesuan
11. Yethong
12. Madeline
13. Regina
14. weiliang
15. xun
16. Chuming
17. Alan
18. Ck
19. Jessica
20. Me!

QUESTIONS

How did you meet 13?: (reggie) err..through shiping
What would have happened if you hadn't met 6?:(ali yayyyy) i would have a blighted life.ALI ROCKS YAY!
What do you honestly think of 10?: (yeesuan)yeesuans very nice!and she has a nice dimple!
Would 8 date 3?:(magesh8)(inez3) NO WAY. 8 isnt homo,shes boy-crazeeeeeee
Were you ever into 4?:(shinny!) thats disgusting!NO.
Would you date 5?: (yicen)im a girl!
Would 2 & 11 make a good couple?: (shiping2)(yethong11)nope.theyre both female
Would you go out with 14?:(wl)eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...no!
Describe 7 in 7 words: (daphney)she has an evil side to her
Do you think 15 is hot?: (xun)no.
Would 1 & 17 make a good couple?:(chatty1)(alan17) i dont know..though i have ever thought of matchmaking them before HAHA
Tell us something about 14: (wl)he is shorter than me!!!!!!!!hahahahha
Do you know any of 3's family?: (inez)her mama.
On a scale of 1-10, how cute is 16?: (chuming)tee hee hee...i dont know!sheesh
What language does 19 speak?: (jessica)english/indonesian/chinese
Who is 12 going out with?: (madeline) no one
When was the last time you spoke to 13?: (reggie)long time ago..
Would 18 & 10 make a good couple?:(ys10)(ck18) nah, dun think so.
Would you ever date 2?: (shipinggggggg)no!shes my bestie for ever and ever!
How'd you meet 20?: how do i meet myself?HUH
Where does 17 live?: (alan)boon keng
How long have you known 19?: (jessica)ever since p3..err 5 years now!
Is 12 older than you?: (madeline)nope
Have you ever gone out with 7?: (daphne)yeah, window-shopping.
Have you kissed 5?: (yicen)NO. she's straight.i'm straight.we're both normal
Do you find 18 attractive?: (ck)HAH. good question.he's my 'kor'
What is 6's best feature?: (ali!whohoo)err..cant decide between nicehair/longlegs/tall-y/fair skin
What do you like about 10?: (yeesuan)she loves animals!!!!!
Is 3 a good friend?: (inez)OF COURSE!
Out of 8, 17, 4, 16, 2 who would you sleep with?:(8magesh)(17alan)(4shinny)(16chuming)(2shiping) none.i'm no hussy!

| 5:30 AM

MY FUNKY 8!

chosen by shinny and ali!

Who is in your top eight?
one... shiping/alexise
two... shinny
three... alicia
four... daphney
five... chatty
six... hu(i)jun
seven... nehneh(inez YAY!)
eight... yicen aka a cheng

Basic questions...
Who have you known the longest? ali
Who have you known the shortest? chatty
Are any of them your best friend and if so who? all!i love them so much!
Who is the youngest? shinny!
Who is the oldest? inez
Are they your only friends? ...nah!
Who of them were your childhood friends? ali(since p1)/shinny(since p3)
Who are in your main circle of friends nowadays? chatty,huijun,inez and yicen
Who makes you laugh the hardest? yicen
Who is the most serious? err..its between chatty and shiping
Have you ever been two faced or betrayed one of your friends?ive only one face..sheesh!but betray them?no way
Who is the loudest? shinny/shiping(they like to shout in public!!)
How many of them go to ur school? chatty,huijun,inez and yicen
Do any of them go out? what do you mean by 'go out'?
Are any of them hot? inez/shinny/yicen are the prettiest..always have boys chasing them
Are any of them ugly? all of them a prettier than me...pffft!
How many boys? 0
How many girls? 8..i attend an all-girls school hahaha

UNO!
Name a time that person made you smile: whenever we talk about crap!
Name a time that person made you sad: err..when she wallows in self-pity
Would you ever go out with this person? we always went window-shopping!
Is this person serious or funny: seemingly serious,hmm..
What was your first impression of this person?very nice voice for singing!
Is this person your best friend? YEA =D
Is it a boy or a girl? girlie girl!(ok only jk)
Does this person make you laugh? yep!
What word reminds you of them? alexise/clover
Do you trust them? of course^^
Do you love them? yep^^ as a friend =D
Would you/have you kiss/kissed this person? i dont kiss people..uhh
What is your best memory with this person? many many of them window shoping together!
If you were standed on a desert island would you want this person to be there? erm..nope cos i dont think shes v good with survival skills in the wild(no offence!!)
Where do you hang out and what do you do? j8 -.- we went there so many times i feel like hurling at the thought of that place now

It takes TWO
How old is s/he? tender thirteen
Does this person live near you? nope, she lives far far away from me
Does this person ever get on ur nerves? yeah!cos shes so cute and smart and preeeeeeeeeeety it makes me feel that life unfair
Whats your best memory with him/her? taking neoprints in 2004!
Have you ever cried in front of him/her? i dunno..
Have you ever had a crush on this person?i'm not homo
Do you love him/her? so very much,as a friend!
How did you meet this person? choir!
Have you ever met this person's parents?yeah
What would you lable them if you had to? the most charming sweetie-pie!
Is s/he single? yep
Would you kiss this person? nah its weird
Had this person ever seen you embarrass your self? i think so..
Do you care about this person? YEAH!
What color hair does s/he have? black

hehe its number three =)
Does s/he play any sports? well,used to be in the school volleyball team
Does s/he go to your school? she used to =D
What's this person's name? ALI!ok its Tee Yuan Wen Alicia
Do you love this person? loads and loads!
Have you ever been in a fight with this person? nope
Do you have any nicknames for this person? ali loh.i like it cos she doesnt!wheeeeeeee
Does this person play any instrument? her voice is her instrument
Does this person have your number? yea^^
What's something that reminds you of this person? bunnies!shes gentle and soft like one :D
Do you know his/her sign? astrology? libra,the zodiac always assosciated with romance and love *wink*
What's his/her eye color? dark brown
Is he/she in any of your classes? p1,p2,p3,p5,p6
When was the last time you hung out? february i think

That fantastic four!
What is this person's name? Chua Daphne.always so and will remain the same till the end of time,Amen.
Boy or girl? girl!
Hair color? black =D
Have you ever been shopping with this person? window-shopping whehee!
What's this person's best quality?good at expressing herself
Is s/he nice? yea =D
Whats the nicest thing this person ever done for you? loads and loads :D
Have you ever done any thing crazy with this person? yep
Have you been to his/her house before? yep
Had s/he been to yours? no.. :(
Had s/he ever had an awesome party? yeah!christmas and birthday parties!!
How long have you known this person? erm every since p1 but we only became close in p5
Do you love them? as a friend =D
Are you on this person's top 8?dont think she has did this yet..haha
If so, where? not applicable

High Five!
Where does this person live? somewhere along braddell road
What is their favorite sport? used to be mapling
Do they have any nicknames for you? no la
Do you have any nicknames for them? CHATTY!
Are you two close? yeah
Had s/he seen you naked? no
Had s/he seen your underwear/boxers? no
Have you ever worked with this person? um,worked together in projects,thats it
How did you meet? she was my classmate sitting behind me
When did you meet? erm..2004?orientation,yeah
Have you ever had a crush on this person? nope
Has this person ever spilled one of your secrets? nope^^
Whats an inside joke of yours? errrrrr.once during PE lesson..HAHAHHA!
Whats your favorite thing about this person? dunno.maybe the funny things she says?

Six Pack
What color hair does s/he have? black
Why are you this person's friend? cause we've loads in common!
What's an inside joke between you two? dont think we have 1
What school does s/he attend? shes my classmate,so same as mine
Do you know this person well? quite =D
What is the first thing that comes to mind when you think of this person? saxy!
When was the last time you guys hung out? i saw her last friday
Do you hang out a lot? we keep doing community service together -_-
How did you know this person? orientation '04,my first friend!
Do you trust this person? yes
Do you know his/her parents? not really,but i've seen them before
Whats the most fun you've had with this person? alot of funny memories xD

Seven 11
Whats the nicest thing you've ever heard him/her say? dont know xD
Single or taken? single,but has one whole load of guys chasing her
Does s/he love you? no idea
Are you related to this person? we're good friends
How old is s/he? just turned 14 6 days ago!
What is the most fun you've ever had with this person? gossiping >.<
Do you know his/her favorite band? she listens to singers
Do you talk to this person often? yeah!
Are they a virgin? OF COURSE!!!!
Are they pretty? realllllllll pretty :D :D :D
Do they have bad habits? shh...

EIGHT below!!!
Is the reason they're 8 because you don't care about them as much as 1-7?? nope =D
Did you lie on the last question? nuh-uh =D
Does s/he have a nice smile? yea^^
Is s/he funny? hilarious!
Whats a quote from them? dont know,yicens everchanging!
Does s/he have AIM? nope, but he has msn^^
How do you see this person? crazy,fun-loving girl with messy hair
Have you ever wanted to see this person fall just because it would be fun? nope,thats so mean
Do you fight with this person? i dont fight with ppl
Would you let this person live with you if they had nowhere else to stay? of course!

ABOUT ALL OF THEM!!!
Name an inside joke of yours with 1-8: harry potter(ali!!)
Who is the richest? chatty
Who 0is the hottest? inez
Would you date any of them? nope
Do you have a crush on any of them? nope
What's the furthest you've gone with any of them?i went with inez to pasir ris xD
Number of boys: 0
Number of girls: 8
Funniest? yicen
Ditzyist? yicen
You talk online with the most: shiping/inez
You hang out with the most: chatty/huijun/inez/yicen
Have you ever travelled anywhere with anyone on your top 8? loads of times,with all of them,on the bus ride home,and on the train to malls
If so where? answered in the above qn
Have you ever hated anyone on your top 8? nope
If so who? not applicable
Have you ever done anything illegal with anyone on your top 8?we(inez/huijun/i) kinda prank called someone on the phone
Have you ever played on a sports team with anyone on your top 8?i dont play sports
Have you ever kissed anyone in your top 8? Who? no one
Have you ever told 8 you loved them? Who? shinny and shiping <3
Which of your friends on your top eight will fill this out? all of them,on their blogs/emails/etcetc

| 5:06 AM

vicious lovers

got chosen to do this quiz by yeesuan,hooray you saved me from vicious boredom!!

instructions : state eight different points of your ideal lover.
mention gender.
tag eight others to do it.

gender of ideal lover : male

1. taller than me
2. at least average-looking,and smell good too!
3. has some artistic talent(either music/writing/painting/drawing)
4. well-mannered
5. not coarse in sense of mannerisms/speech etc
6. (hopefully)can converse in various European languages INCLUDING English
7. good in studies
8.*MOST IMPORTANT*has the soul of a poet,i love romance.

eight people to do this: (randomly chose, don't do if you don't want to((:)

1. chatty
2. daphney
3. magesh
4. shiping!
5. alicia!
6. michy-peachy
7. shinny!
8.

Thursday, June 01, 2006 | 12:42 AM

befallen misfortunes

Bad Journal:MONDAY

i went to school with inez and yicen for a 5min Lit play presentation..and the oh-so-poised me scraped my knee in the school carpark!i was walking on the metal bars covering the drain,built slightly above the carpark ground,and two of them were between me.they shuffled,and shuffled,and shuffled all the way.so when i tried to get my foot past them,i fellllllllllllllllllllllll all the way down.first landing on my shin,and i tried to put my forearms firmly on the ground so as to prevent them from being scraped.apparently my arms were 'very weak' and it resulted in me looking like i was sprawling on the ground.

not very funny, it is.my right knee had so much skin eroded away, and was bleeding as the germs bit viciously away at my skin, causing limping in my strides WHICH I STILL HAVE TILL NOW,3 DREARY DAYS AFTER THE INCIDENT.

i was rather badly injured if you asked me,and wounds really don't get me into a good mood.pissed i was already, but the school had to make me fume even more, by clearing every single thing in the sick bay because it was the holidays.

without anything medicinal to clean up my wound at all,i had to suffice with a piece of tissue(which clung disgustingly to my wound) attatched to my knee with strips of Scotch tape pasted all over it.

what's more,i had to go to the stupid mall by MRT to book CIP with the library situated there. only after a 15min walk to the station could i find a convenience store for me to purchase gauze and surgery tape to cover my wound more decently.misfortunes kept befalling me, for after i scraped my knee that day, i kept threathening to trip and fall wherever i go.lock me indoors forever,will you??

Bad Journal:Wednesday

knee still not healed.at least some thin-ny layer of skin had grown over it.

had to go for band(3h) and cip(6h).put a bandage over my stupid,brainless knee.

cip: walked all over the library never resting once at all.dutifully shelved and straightened,even the books at the bottomost shelves.could i squat down or balance on my knees then?i tried,and the skin tore,for i saw a red stain on the bandage 2hours into my duty.just great,eh?only 4 more hours to go!!

silly librarian lectured us for shelving magazines too quickly.she actually thought we did slipshod work.so next time we should spend more time shelving magazines,making sure every single page of each issue given to us should be smoothened out and remain that way,without any creases!all in a bid to make ourselves seemingly more hardworking.

after cip: went to buy some chicken fillet.it cost $3,and i gave $4 to the trainee cashier who returned me $1 change in 20c and 10c coins.so many of them in my palm,i tried to put all into the wallet and failed miserably, terribly and most importantly,embarrassingly.all the coins flew over the place.THANKS A LOT,TRAINEE CASHIER.YOU PROBABLY SAW MY BANDAGED KNEE TOO, AND I HATE YOU.
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more infuriating things had happened,but i don't think i'd like to mention them.ALL ELSE SUCKS.

p/s.do pardon any errors for grammar/sentence structure/english stuff in this post.i am red-hot in anger it fried away some of my brain cells which help me to think and write logically.