Tuesday, June 28, 2005 | 8:12 PM

black eyed peas and more recent happenings

lalala i am listening to Monkey Business now!sounds pretty okay...considering the fact that i don't enjoy english songs...except for jason mraz!

i know i shouldn't be blogging or be on the computer..but i'm really burnt out!haven't started history lessons yet..and i can't believe i am dreading chinese even more!oh goodness i am really so afraid i'll fail my chinese oral.

something happened on monday which left me seriously very angry and fatigued.i will not type it out...only my close friends understand.so there!

and also,does any one know how to get a locked post??i really need one sometimes..i mean like,you can't exactly write each and every single thing here,right?i think these locked posts are possible on blogger..after all it's incredibly friendly to the fact it even helps to load pictures!

okay,i think i'll stop here.shouldn't blog too often;my hectic schedule doesn't allow it.

i know that you know.

Sunday, June 26, 2005 | 3:20 PM

Survey

``ur favourites...
* colour?
purple.and i don't mean violet like some people.
* food?
don't like eating.i constantly feel bloated.
* candy?
maybe lollypops.
* sandwich?
i don't enjoy bread.
* cereal?
POST CEREAL BANANA NUT CRUNCH!
* fruit?
yuck i hate all of them
* vegetable?
anyone one that's green and leafy.
* cake?
dunnoe.
* book?
i'm not telling you.
* movie?
finding nemo.i can't believe i still laugh watching it the second time.
* magazine?
I don't read them.
* newspaper?
Life! Section!
* tv show?
after my cable left,tv sucked.
* website?
my own.
* font?
not that childish to care.
* anime character?
i don't like japanese stuff.
* cd?
the next jason mraz album coming out soon...
song?
it changes from time to time,you see?
* animal?
dunnoe.

``have you ever...
* been on a train?
if you count the MRT.
* been on a plane?
yes,a pathetic number of times.
* run into a wall?
i'm not a lunatic.
* almost burned the house down?
no.
* smoked?
no.
* been drunk?
no.
* been high?
no.
* kissed someone?
no.
* made out?
since i don't know what it is,there's a high chance that the answer's no.
* had online relationship?
no.
* loved?
no.
* cry to get out of trouble?
no.
* cried over a movie?
what happened to Titanic?
* fallen asleep during movie?
most of those on local tv.
* given someone a bath?
does my rabbit count?
* lost a valuable item?
my soul.do you think you'd believe it?
* bungee jumped?
no.
* met a celebrity?
you don't usually meet one.i just see plently of them on the streets.
* made a prank call?
duh.
* skipped school?
no.
* faked sick to get out of school?
no.
* climbed a tree?
haven't got a chance to do so...sigh.
* broken a bone?
no.
* passed out?
almost,loads of times.
* been to a theme park?
yes.
* made a model volcano?
no.

``name ur friends...
* best friend?
alex,shin,daph.
* funniest?
no one.im an angsty person who somehow doesn't like jokes any more.
* silliest?
my friends are pretty smart.
* loudest?
alex/reggie.
* quietest?
too many.
* craziest?
yicen aka ichiban!
* calmest?
inez.
* skinniest?
inez.
* best secret keeper?
don't tell secrets.
* worst secret keeper?
don't tell secrets.
* smartest?
huijun.
* prettiest?
inez/daphney.
* boy-crazy?
Alicia/magesh.
* most hyper?
alex.
* weirdest?
me.
* biggest pervert?
i don't make friends with these type of people.
* most annoying?
the person i hate most,whose name i shall not disclose.(see,it rhymes!)
* shyest?
jessica(phs)
*most religious?
michelle.
* always making u laugh?
yicen.

``do you believe in...
* heaven?
yeah.
* hell?
yeah.
* angels?
yes.
* god?
i'm not sure.
* buddha?
i don't believe in buddhism.
* aliens?
no.
* soulmates?
no.
* reincarnation?
no.
* love at first sight?
no.
* karma?
yes.
* love in general?
not exactly.
* luck?
no.if there were a Lady Luck,she'd be spitting at me right now.
* yourself?
no.nothing works for me.
* your friends?
hello?my friends are alive!

`choose one...
* coke/pepsi?
coke.
* sprite/7-up?
none.
* boxers/briefs?
i'm not in a position to answer.
* gold/silver?
platinium.once again,i don't like gold and silver is so cliche.
* vanilla/chocolate?
vanilla,with chocolate stars!hahaa
* flowers/candy?
flowers.
* book/magazine?
Book.
* tv/radio?
none.
* glass half empty/full?
just...half-filled.give me a break from those,alright?if it were true that you could tell whether the person was a pessimist or not,the world would only be divided by two!and that sucks.
* democrat/republican?
i don't do politics.
* colored pencils/markers?
coloured pencils.i live by Queen's English,by the way.
* coffee/tea?
tea.
* sun/moon?
moon.somehow i like etheral moonlight charm.
* day/night?
night.it's cooler and my skin might heal.
* hot/cold?
i don't like things above 25degreesCelcius.
* dog/cat?
my rabbit.
* button/zipper?
button!
* cotton/feather pillow?
feather pillow.ah,let your dreams rise to the skies like the bird which bore these feathers.okay i know thats idiotic.
* blue/purple?
purple.
* plumber/trashman?
i don't like blue-collared jobs.
* jeans/shorts?
pyjamas.
* long distance relationship/none?
i don't even have one to think about.
* mechanical/regular pencil?
mechanical pencil.
* matt/ben?
ben for b-e-n-j-a-m-i-n!hahaa shiping knows.
* that 70's show/simpsons?
grrrr i've no cable to watch them.
* bart/lisa?
bart simpson,right?
* romeo/juliet?
oh!okay here goes: i liketh both not.
* romantic comedy/thriller?
both don't captivate my interest,
* nsync/bsb?
not too fond of boybands.
* peanut butter/jelly?
jelly.it's cold.
* waffles/pancakes?
waffles.
* letter/email?
msn messenger.
* florida/california?
california.
* pizza/burgers?
burgers.you'd need a big mouth to eat pizzas,i don't know why.
* hat/visor?
dunnoe.
* soccer/rugby?
none.
* iceskating/blading?
none.but definitely not ice skating.yoohoo Ice Princess!!!
* movie at home/in theater?
theater.i can't stand the weather without air-con in singapore.

``first thing u think of when u hear...
* yellow?
Zax/Alicia
* red lipstick?
make-up.
* socks?
shoes.
* cowtipping?
moo-moo at the swimming pool.
* moulin rouge?
CHRISTIAN AND SATINE!!!
* greenland?
ice.yay cold weather!
* iceland?
ice.yay cold weather!
* harry potter?
i think ROn is ridiculously sarcastic yet funny at the same time.
* red?
rose.
* blackberry?
fruits.
* rose?
red,red rose the colour of blood.
* rooster?
nothing.
* taxes?
money.
* bill clinton?
alto saxophone.
* whipped cream?
yucks.
* george w. bush?
president.
* lollipops?
tangy tase in my mouth.
* dreams?
seldom.
* love?
inexistant.
* guys?
yucks.
* south park?
cartoons.
* boy bands?
distaste.
* pengiuns?
somewhere cold!yayness!
* girls?
some make me angry.
* thong?
dunnoe.
* spoons?
food.
* junk mail?
something that annoys me greatly.
* dairy?
full-cream milk.
*britney spears?
blondie.
* vitamin?
capsules and tablets.

``miscellanoues...*
ur bed size?
prince-size!hahaa i invented this term myself,if there already isn't any kay!
* what color crayon would you be?
i dunnoe.
* last 4 digits of ur hp no.?
not telling you.
*feelings on abortion?
disgust.
* how long to shower?
oh,very fast.got loads of training from schooldays.
* thoughts on blonde popstars?
don't bother.
*Trustworthy?
i don't trust people.
* is cussing a necessity in life?
no.somehow,i think that people who use the F word are extremely childish and horribly attention-seeking.
* is the world screwed?
yes.
* something u cant live w/o?
oxygen.i'm not going into things personal.
* know what 69 means?
a number you prick.
* how about 143?
the same as the above.
* can u live w/o a microwave?
i guess so.
* thought on death?
erh.everyone's gotta deal with it?
* getting married?
not gonna happen to me.and i like it.
* want to be loved?
i don't need it,and nobody's gonna give it.
* why is the sky blue?
because it is an inspirational colour.that's why everyone loves staring up and watching the clouds go by.
* a good trait about urself?
i've none.
* what do u always think about?
nothing.
* what's wrong with ur school?
nothing much.
* what's right with ur school?
there's no male students.yay!but i'm not a lesbian okay.
* ur reactions to change?
i'm inflexible.
* do u talk to yourself?
every day.
* ur opinion on love?
inexistant.
* can u afford to lose weight?
what do you think?
* best thing anyone told u?
no one compliments me.
* does being psycho appeal to u?
no.
* what will ur book title be?
( don't know.depends on what it's about)
* the name u wished for?
i don't like my name.but i don't know what's nice too.
* ur longest crush?
what do you think about it?

Friday, June 24, 2005 | 9:05 PM

HAPPY HAPPY YEAH!!!!!!

haha this post is in yellow because charlotte said it was a happy colour!wheeeeeee!

whoopsy-doopsy the last post is gone!it didn't fit correctly,because my posting box was pretty small.so it didn't quite acquire the ideal affect i had.haha so i'm blogging again!

i feel quite happy now.know why?BECAUSE I ATE ICE-CREAM!i feel so childish!with such simple desires!haha but it'd be indeed quite nice if i led a simple life.but i ain't no simpleton!i've got brains of steel sharper than stillettos!

haha.i'm feeling all high and giggly because i ate ice-cream!

know what?IT'S JASON MRAZ'S BIRTHDAY TODAY!actually not really...it passed a couple of hours ago.hahahhaa happy belated birthday to my favourite singer!but jay's my favourite singer too!actually,i'm not exactly sure when jason mraz's birthday is.i reckon it's 22nd june.*squeals!*3 exact months after mine!hahaha i hope it is though!wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!

haha i don't really get why i'm so happy now.maybe because i ate ice-cream,maybe because i finished all my homework today,maybe because its around the days of jason mraz's birthday!haha i don't really care,but never felt so happy for so long!hahahhaa

though,the only regret is not watching Batman.ah,maybe i'll buy the DVD.=D!

Thursday, June 23, 2005 | 7:01 PM

ROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

great.just great.blogger is in freaking chinese.i was just about to start writing about my day when i saw this THING.character or whatever you call it, but it's chinese all right.

and i can't speak a single word of chinese nor read the newspapers without any mistake.i believe i'd be better off learning an european language.because at least i'm not forced to do it; and i've got interest too.

YES MY LIFE IS JUST ABOUT ALL I NEED AND WANT.

don't talk to me.i am very angry.i repeat, very angry.

Wednesday, June 22, 2005 | 7:55 PM

eurgh.i feel sick.maybe i'll wake up with a raging fever tomorrow and miss band.then only yethong and our senior will be there.oops i better steer clear from illnesses and go to school dutifully 3 times a week in this june holiday.

sigh.went to school today for my ipw.ended up eating lunch late and coming home late at 7pm.i'm exhausted.and i still have this pile of chinese homework laid before my droopy eyes.okay,i'm not going to really express my anger.i'll just supress all of it and make it something unintelligible which wouldn't offend anybody:grrrr.

p.s. illness = cough/cold/fever ; not your stupid lovesickness.grrrr.

Tuesday, June 21, 2005 | 6:38 PM

band today.science project after that.something sucked,though not it.watched makingfiends.yay.went out.ate food.hate for ambushers increased by 30%,bringing total to 530%.japanese food!too full now.bloated.

bye.

Monday, June 20, 2005 | 6:35 PM

studying sucks

i am fickle-minded!

good there is band tomorrow.then huijun and i are going to meet inez and yicen to do our science DNA project.huijun wants to go to orchard after that,so maybe i'll get a chance to watch Batman!!i just noticed a message on the friendster bulletin board,with someone criticising badly about the dumpy sort of singaporeans writing eUuX all over their profile.yes i do think these people would be shot!hahaha just joking.however,i do mantain my stand that this message should be printed on Friendster's main page.sinaporeans dominate the Friendster scene,so i'd like to see some people looking guilty when they log on.

i'm sort of afraid they might make us do drills tomorrow.because i prefer playing my instrument.somehow each time i come to band,i'm always dreading having drills.but i suspect that it is highly unlikely to have them now,for reasons i'm not stating.ha haaa!

lalalala school's starting soon yet i haven't finished my chinese homework...

Saturday, June 18, 2005 | 7:18 PM

the cause of origin

sometimes i wonder.

why.

Friday, June 17, 2005 | 3:39 PM

lalala i am super lame to do 2 surveys in a day..lalala

sunshine/rain girl ?
rain DUH.if not it'll defeat the purpose of my existance.bleah
outdoor/indoor girl ?
indoor.i like sleeping and tv
beach/mall girl ?
Mall. Airconn. Heh.
chocolate/flowers girl ?
chocolate,so when i throw it in your face it'll make a nicer mess.
summer/winter girl ?
winter.i'd like to be frozen.=)
soccer/ballet girl?
Soccer?? Ballet??? what's that.
punk/goth girl ?
goth.i think black is pretty nice
flirty/shy girl ?
none.
popular/nerdy girl ?
Nerd, duh
guys friend/girlfriend girl ?
none.
badjeans/skirt girl ?
pyjamas!
tennis shoe/clogs girl ?
Tennis shoes should be nicer.
sleepover/stay at home girl ?
stay at home.
soap opera/comedy girl ?
erhh.variety shows?
salad/hotdog girl ?
hotdog.
black/pink girl ?
i like purple
break up/make up girl ?
What's that?
t-shirt/tank top girl ?
T-shirt
magazine/book girl ?
tv
giggle/guffaw girl ?
i don't like to laugh,actually.it's only for social purposes.

| 12:00 PM

ahhh it's raining so my blogskin seems appropriate!haha

1.WHAT DATE IS IT?-
17th i think
2. WHAT TIME DID U WAKE UP?-
8.00.raaaaaaaaaaaaaah
3. DID U GO SOMEWHERE ELSE?
sure.to my computer room,that is.
4. WHAT DID U DO THERE?
do homework
5. HOW OLD ARE U?
Thirteen
6. ARE U MATURE OR IMMATURE?
what do you think?
7.WHAT DO U CALL UR MOM & DAD?
mama and papa?
8. ARE U AN ONLY CHILD?
No.sucks mien!!
9. WHERE DO U GO SHOPPING?
Shopping? Haha i hate it.
10. WHATS UR PERFUME/COLOGNE?
I don't use them. My shampoo smells good enough
11. U USE IT EVERYDAY?
shampoo? yes. I need to wash my hair you toot.
12. DO U WAN TO GET MARRIED?
dream on,doh!
13. WITH WHOM?
not you.heh
14. ARE U SPOILED?
no.i'm spoilt.
15. WHATS E MOST FLATTERING COMPLIMENT U EVER GOT?
no one flatters me.but they all copy me.and as they say, imitation is the sincerest form of flattery.does that show my friends are dumb cos they can't tell me right in the face?
16. ONLY GIRL/BOY IN THE FAMILY?
no!raaaaaaaaah again
17. IF U WERE TO MARRY A CELEBRITY, WHOWOULD IT BE?
don't want to.
18. WOULD U LIKE TO MEET REGINEVELASQUEZ?
?#@??
19. WHERE DO U THINK UR BESTFRIEND IS?
inexistant?i'm an individual
20. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME U TALKED TOUR BESTFRIEND?
hmm...tuesday or wed.
21. U THINK SHE/HE NEEDS U NOW?
No
23. WHAT DO U WANT FOR UR BIRTHDAY?
-wishlist imcomplete-
25. IF U WERE TO BUY A CAR , WHICH CARWOULD IT BE?
errr.not those laopok ones
26. A DUET WITH HEART EVANGELISTA?
Who the hell?
27. DO U WEAR MAKE-UP?
i hate it.
28. WHAT LIP BALM DO U USE?
i hate all sorts of cosmetics!!!
29. WOULD U GET A TATOO?
No.
30. BELLY PIERCE?
no.
31. HOW MANY KIDS DO U WANT?
zero!!!mwahahahaa i hate children
32. DO U HAVE ANY HOMEWORK?
yea.
33. ANY SONG THAT YOU'RE LISTENING?
no.
34. DO U BELIEVE IN SPELLS?
try one on me and then i shall
35. WHERE DO U WANT TO GO NOW?
my bedroom to sleep more.life's tiring.

Who was the last person..
[1] You touched?
don't like skin.
[2] You talked to?
bro.
[3] You hugged?
mahh bolster.
[4] You instant messaged?
alicia
[5] You kissed?
No one.
[6] You yelled at?
I don't yell.i shriek,scream and go crazy
[7] You laughed with?
the world's laughing at me...so i guess i have no partner.
8] You had a crush on?
not you,that is.

Name four drinks you regularly drink:
1. Water 2. water 3. water 4. water
Name four random facts about yourself:
1. long hair 2. crappy 3. lazy 4. bad person.mwahaha don't let me near you!!

Have you ever...
[1] Fallen for a friend?
i ain't any male friends and i'm not lesbo.
[2] Made out with JUST a friend?
What is made out.
[3] Been rejected?
errh...socially?
[4] Been in lust?
ew.
[5] Used someone
YESSSSSSSSSSSSS i love manipulating weak-minded people.
[6] Ever been used?
Think so.
[7] Cheated?
yeah.during primary school
[8] Been cheated on?
this sounds like scandal.
[9] Done something you regret?
errrrh..yeah!
10] Can you list a few of them?
Carn rmb.

Do you
[1] Color your hair?
i think it's black enough.
[2] Have tattoos?
No.
[3] Have Piercing(s)?
used to.
[4] Have a boy/girl friend?
no.
[5] Floss daily?
no.heh
[6] Like to groove to the music?
no.
[7] Think you are cultured?
no.i'm primitive!rooooar
[8] Like to drive fast?
no car
[ 9] Believe in God or Devil?
none.
[10] Believe in The Closet Monster?
No. If yes; why is all your clothes still intact.?

Miscellaneous Questions!
[1] What should you be doing right now?
homework?
[2] What are you listening to?
Nothing.
3] Can you do anything freakish with your body?
YES i am incredibly inflexible.
[4] Chicken or fish?
fishyyyyyyy
[5] Favorite Season?
Autumn. spring is for bimbos,summer for tan-freaks,autumn for the intellects and winter for the frozen
[6] Is ice cream the best thing in the world?
don't like cream.
[7] Had a resturaunt sing to you for your birthday?
no.you only find that in Macdonalds which i don't like.
[8] Silver, gold or platinum?
Platinum. everyone likes silver it seems so darn cliche.
[9] Candle lit dinner in a restaurant or at home?
i don't know...i want hawker centre!!hahaha just joking
[10] Roses or wild flowers?
wild flowers.cos they're uncouth like MOI!
11] Silly or serious romance?
dream on, once more.
[12] What CD is in your CD player right now?
i don't use it...i like my computer more.
[13] Who was your favourite Spice Girl?
I don't know them; except for Victoria Beckham whom I don't like
[14] Favorite Disney Characters?
err...Goofy cos he's loser-ish?
[15] Favorite fast food?
mos(s).heheh
[16] Favorite book(s)?
too many
[17] Favorite Sports teams?
i hate sports!raaaaaaah
[18] Favorite song?
WORDPLAY!!!!!!!!
[19] What room is your computer in?
one of them.
[20] What is your shoe size?
5
[21] Happy or Scary movies?
Happy. I don't pay 7.00 to scare myself.life is already doing that for me,free-of-charge.
[22] What will you be when you grow up?
a loserrr unless not!haha
[23] Who do you consider your best friend?
Someone like me! (x

Would you ever?
[1] End a relationship just because the person didn't say "i love you"?
dream on for the third time.i wouldn't even have a relationship.
[2] Have sex before marriage?
What were you thinking of perv? No.
[3] Go out with someone because you felt sorry for them?
harr harr.i don't sympathetise.instead i gloat over it!ha ha

Thursday, June 16, 2005 | 3:44 PM

my template is a little spoilt..i might change it if the problem persists on staying here..sort of a pity though..it is pretty but hey,i'm a html retard or something along the lines of that.

had band today!mr ong din't take us today,it was ms sia instead.at first she made all of us play concert F for 20 counts.i was practising so hard but i couldn't reach it,and when she started to test us (it was done individually) i was so shocked because she counted each beat like a minum.when it was my turn i stalled a little i think,for i was trying my best to suck in much air.and when i started playing (i felt so) everyone kept staring at me.so i laughed a little and my note faltered.loads of air was lost by that laugh so i ended with maybe 10 counts?

we were seated outside the band room so The Washington Post and The Thunderer were played very evidently.

band ended and i went to meet my mother for lunch and my haircut.yay i like it now!the hairdressed took off 1 inch and the ponytail's short,but i like it let down!the ends are so fine now!!they used to be thick as bushes.hahaha

cbox's not working again.should i be patient or change it?

Wednesday, June 15, 2005 | 9:23 AM

wanted to blog yesterday but i was too burnt out..slept before 10pm which was unbeliveable!

yay had band yesterday.the conductor said that we were no longer recruits!we are one band!haha i also have to come back on thursday cos we are one band now!before we went to take instru,i had my first ever pt.eeks i knew it was Physical Training.ran till i dried up.so yeah.um and my sec3 eupho seniors didn't come cos they were on holiday,so we only got to know our sec2 senior who's name is Si Wei.she's very nice and can play her instru very well!its true okay.

then i went out with alex,shin and daphney!yeah i went to meet alex at the bus-stop outside her house because there was a direct bus there.then we went to j8 super early.one hour before we were supposed to meet.but shin also came earlier!we went to the coffee bean cos shin could redeem a drink.we chose this sunrise thingy and it turned out to tase like orange vitamin C.sorta funny taste.we took the train to Somerset cos we wanted to go to The Heeren.however i took the wrong direction or something like that and we walked to PS instead.hehs.alex was insisting we watch a movie but we didn't instead.cos the current movies all suck.i'm waiting for Batman and it'll come tomorrow,but nobody wants to go out with me then.so i shall watch with my schoolmates if they want to,if not i'll do it alone.

gaah and then me and shiping went home while shin and daphney went to the library.speaking of which,i'll go there soon to return and borrow books!yay

my feet hurt so much i fell asleep.then i woke up and typed this.okay bye

Sunday, June 12, 2005 | 3:44 PM

Unfold - Jason Mraz

Hands in line

Arms close to my side

I'm fighting tides of an ocean's undertow

And I figure I might not make it

And I'm taking empty

But seldom keeping

And the words retreat breathing histories into stories untold

And I unfold.


My hands are high

And I'm holding out, holding up

Because I figure that I just might make it

And I'm waking empty but seldom sleeping

And the words repeat breathing histories into stories untold

And I unfold.


Quality is what you see now in the corner of your eye.

Don't be surprised if you hear the bells ring

They form from the sky and they sound bong, bong, bong

And I'm holding up because I figure that I just make it.


And I'm waking empty but seldom sleeping

And the words repeat breathing histories into stories untold

And I unfold.

Thursday, June 09, 2005 | 2:48 PM

survey?

1. what would you name your future son?

jason!only after mraz.and no one else.

2. what would you name your future daughter?
ethel?anyway i know i won't have any kids cos im unwanted.

3. what song are you listening to?

"Absolutely Zero" by Jason Mraz. told you i love his music!

4. any line of the song you like?
how about lines?ok here goes:

Well neither one of us deserves the blame because opportunities moved us awayAnd it's not an easy thing to learn to play a game that's made for two that's you and meThe rules remain a mystery. See it can be easy.

5. have you ever been hurt so deeply by someone you loved you became suicidal?
hurt many times,but no.i live to slay them!yipee!

6. what do you think about love?
-haven't been in yet and doubt that day would ever come-

7. how do you think God looks like?
err...something mighty.like Neptune in Spongebob!except the green skin of course

8. if someone paid you $5 million to have sex with someone of the same sex, would you?
that sounds ridiculous

9. if someone paid you $5 million for you to watch the person you love have sex with someone else,would you?
no!i'm still under PG rate ok??

10. 1 girl-friend each you have whose names start with A, B C :
A for Alicia
B for Betty
C for Charlotte
D for Daphney(thx jh)

11. 1 guy-friend each you have whose names start with D, E, F :
i dun have many guy-friends.so let's skip this.

12. taufik or sylvester?
i don't like Singapore Idol.but still,sylvester.

13. if you could switch bodies with someone for 1 day, who would it be and what would you do?
i dun wanna.i wanna go to the future where i've so many of my literary works in the bookstores!yay!not in the bargain booth tho.

Wednesday, June 08, 2005 | 7:05 PM

Your connection with darkness is through your
depression. Hated, sad and often feeling
lonely, there is only a few that appreciate the
real you. You tend to keep to yourself and away
from the world since you don't want to be hurt
and betrayed again. Music gives you the
understanding you need to get through, it's
your "therapy". Or you express
yourself through art or writing. Chances are
you're also an anti-social person, who only
likes being with close friends, if even that.
The world has finally showed it's true face for
you and you wish life wasn't this miserable to
live through. Maybe you'll find happiness in
the future, but right now you're just hiding
away from the world. Who needs people anyway?


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| 1:29 AM

TV mania!

i've deleted the last post.gosh i was really feeling childish then,thats why i blogged about all those crap.but they're aren't worthy to be seen.so there!

i like TV!yay the SuperStar show's going to start today!hee would this create a greater stir than what Singapore Idol has done so in '04?

hmm shiping didn't watch Madagascar.we're planning to watch at Orchard.but since we're not familar we'll call more people along,and when me and shiping watch the movie(the rest already did) the rest willjust shop...till we catch up with them!yay that sounds like a good idea!i'm excited!

shiping said she didn't watch Madagascar.but before that she said she was going to watch with her classmate.but now,heck it!

Sunday, June 05, 2005 | 1:28 PM

Madagascar you're driving all my friends away!!!

so it's Sunday.i got angry for 3h non-stop.it wasn't a record.cos it was pretty mild.i can go angry for a full day.and i won't get tired.but i'm not angry now,so there.

i can't stop thinking about one thing: Movies.Madagascar is really popular in the cinemas now,and no one invited me to watch it with them.thanks alot,friends.hmph!even shiping and shin mann deserted me to watch it with their friends.and the task is completed!which means i will not get to watch it at all!!alicia,daphne,shinmann,and shiping have all watched it.i feel so like a fifth wheel.and it so happens that there were 4 of them!i don't want to watch that movie now.

yesterday shiping called me and we talked about what movie we're gonna watch on our impending trip out.she wanted to watch Mr & Mrs Smith,while i wanted to watch My Boyfriend Is Type B, or Charlie And The Chocolate Factory if it opened by then.i dont want brad pitt!i want koreans and johnny depp!!

as you can see all these silver-screen stuffs are driving me over the edge.maybe i should not watch any movies this month at all.=(

it's inez's birthday today!wheeeeeeee!happy bdae inez!sorry i can't go to your chalet;there's no way how.

Friday, June 03, 2005 | 9:44 PM

New Template

ALRIGHT DON'T THROW YOUR EGGS AT ME.

my template wasn't working.as i was no html genius, i had to delete it and source for a new one.but i think this is pretty uncommon.you wouldn't find this on a normal blog...because it isn't in the 'Top 10 favourites' or 'Top 15 Downloaded' or whatever.i can't bother to remember the names.i look out for more rare templates.yes i know i'm great,many thanks.

no i wasn't driven to blog out of desperation cos i had nothing better to do.i have 2 damned english reports to edit.it doesn't pay to be good in english and be kind at the same time.i have got to tell myself to be hard to the core.i'm a meanie.go to hell,you bitches!mwahahahaha!

nope,i only sound even more sluttish than i already am.i'm having some sort of identiy-crisis here,as you should be able to see.but i cannot be soft-hearted any more.'be tough!'according to charlotte.yes,i shall!but i won't become some bully or anything.i like the words 'ice' and 'cold'.
get my drift!

i shall complete my newspaper reports, no matter how irritating it is!

Thursday, June 02, 2005 | 10:33 AM

Long?

i am proud to announce that i have completed my literature and math homework.my science is half done(project undone), my english too(2 out of 4 down), and i lost half of my chinese worksheets.X(

but i worked hard okay..on the individual part.because there are projects to be done.and if you're not a complete moron you should know that projects can not be done individually!and i'm like,solitary?!i haven't stepped out of the house in like 3 days or so.'SLOTH!!SLOTH!!!!!!!!!!!' i hear you scream.too bad for you,cos that's me.

because i pushed myself hard for the past 4 days, i shall give myself a break!tralala today shall be fun!computerrrrrr all the way till 5pm!!maybe not.haha i need to take care of my eyes.and dears,do you know that contacts are made from dead people's eyeballs?laser literally slices the retina(or whatever you call it) of your eyes when you go for the surgery,so it's a lose-lose situation if you have bad vision and do not want to wear glasses!i repeat:the facts about eyes are true.don't roll yours at me.for i'll curse them out.mwahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!just joking

enough of writing?i haven't blogged properly since last week or something.okay i shall tell you about my latest IT fetish.*geek sensor blares crazily*

ok,it's searching for pretty pictures!!i'm trying to find as many as possible,so i can constantly change my background.call me un-appreciative,but i currently find the templates on blogskins too common.i mean,anyone can just get the same thing as you,right??i take other people's original blogskins and customise them,but i leave the credits,at least.

yawn,i had enough of blogging.this post should be long.thanks for wasting 5-7 minutes of your precious life and Good Day!

Wednesday, June 01, 2005 | 2:32 PM

Weird Leh

eeeeeeeeeeh so weird leh.i thought i blogged about my new template?now its not here.weird.

so i changed my blogskin.i downloaded one and did a major revamp ok.changed the background font colours,blahblahblah.you won't get to find another like this,unless you rip it off.and i'll rip you if you do that.

homework list:

finish science worksheets
finish english comprehension
chinese compre [1]

YEY!finished everything!!