Friday, January 20, 2006 | 4:37 AM

sweet

band yesterday.wasn't too bad,the songs weren't too difficult and i controlled yakking by a little, but i felt constrained.

let me scream at you.

oh,and the sec1s came yesterday.reading from the cca notice board,yethong and i realised a new recruit to have almost the exact same name as me, save for her 'sherilyn' written at the back.the leaders will still call her other name though, and there might be something funny to laugh at,since she's from my junior class.ugh

the little ones came in a small group.barely 20?the conductors probably chose quality over quantity,but i like to think that the sec1s weren't as good as us when we were in sec1,just to comfort my shallow self.

i think one of them kept staring at me.am i so very fascinating?

on a more recent note, i am partially glad that my class had a 40minute recess!because we were so quick and dashed around the school twice we were all strolling around unlike other classes,who were still waiting to start their jogging when we started our second round!

the other reason is because it is the last day of the schoolweek!this means i don't have to mutter swears under my mouth every morning,since i get to wake up late!

life isn't great though,i'm sad to admit.i'm going to get choked with tests next week.4 in 5 days!and someone is pushing me at a particular form of relaxation as well..damn.

well i'm off to what i'm needed at.toodles!

Friday, January 13, 2006 | 3:02 AM

number 1

lessons have started good and proper.though i still find myself staring blankly at the questions for direct proportion...what?i don't think i have any particular comment on any teacher..but some of them gave me good impressions which quickly sagged and i lost interest in slogging my butt off for the subject.

i realised that i've quite a number of juniors here,who were from primary school.now really,i don't know them well at all,but the head prefect of gy'05 keeps calling my name and waving at me and another one whose name i do not know stares at me sometimes.thats all so unnatural.boo.i hate attention.and some people.

slush.drip.splatter.rain,rain!i love rainy days so much.pity we all wouldn't be able to survive if this splendid weather continued thriving.

we had an hour-long talk on wednesday.i seemed indifferent then,but didn't stay that way for long,because i am prejudiced heavily against a particular person now.i used to have high respect for the person,but now all i can do is to wish so badly i'd see you slip on a banana peel someday.

when the full moon wanes i shall be dreading something.

hello,hell.