Thursday, September 22, 2005 | 5:02 PM
I'm So Nice!!!
charlotte told me to blog.so i shall!
i have a very big ego.and it was fed today!
my teacher marked my composition with the highest results in class!she told me to read it in front of everybody.i didn't want to,i knew some people would start sniggering and all those behaviour induced by jealousy would start to surface in an ugly manner.
but i don't really mind about that!
after i finished,the teacher told to the whole class that the word limit was 400-800 words,but i only wrote 400(estimated).she even said that it would be better if i wrote more!
TRALALA see my power!
Tuesday, September 13, 2005 | 8:28 PM
Hiatus
Dear Readers of this blog no one visits,
hello hello.time is so precious now.my end-of-years are starting next friday,and the next exams will take place over every three days or so.scary?i'll then taste what's it like to be constantly living in fear.
however,i want to pull through.i am already improving.but it is alas,not enough.there is definite room for improvement.i am certainly not doing well at all for my Mathematics.hard i try,but the notion that i'm plainly not cut out for it keeps disrupting my thoughts.
i know some evil people want me to continue hogging the computer and flunk all my subjects.but i declare to you shallow people that i will never succumb to your will.wonder why i'm writing this?i just reckoned it was the only way i could actually communicate to you.to each his own they all say...
i've written so much.any clue on the gist of this post?
if you're really slow and are a dumbo,be glad i'm giving you the answer:
I'M GOING ON HIATUS DEARIE.
glad i've straightened that out.now i can cram in 6hours of studying everyday peacefully without wondering if my invisible readers are fretting cos my new writings are transparent,just like them.
no love,
Xin Lin
Sunday, September 11, 2005 | 5:23 PM
i went to Marche today.
wow,now i feel like a sybarite.
Saturday, September 10, 2005 | 11:38 PM
so you'd better Shut your trap
i get really angry and all at home when my temper gets lost.i go so screechy it scares people till they cry.however it is unlike me in school.
what's that you say?calling me a coward?
i just reckoned that you wouldn't be pleasured to see what i'm really like.
Thursday, September 08, 2005 | 8:58 PM
RWARGH i was late for band today!
never,ever before!wait,scratch that.me and huijun were late once.but only by a few seconds!today,i was late by MORE THAN 40 MINUTES!!!!!!what an embarrasssment!i thought today's practice would resume to the normal time,at 8.45am.but it stuck to Tuesday's schedule,which was 8.15!and what's more,i was presumably late.i thought only by a few minutes,because i stepped into the wet building at say 8.50am?but i was wrong wrong wrong!it was such a horrible feeling when i heard everyone playing the scales as i went up the stairs three at a time.
i just stood outside dumbly looking idiotic waiting for everybody to finish playing the scales before i made my timely appearance.
i didn't warm up,and i couldn't reach all the high notes and blahblah.we played Phantom.it almost killed poor me!so darn difficult i'm really slow up there the chromatic notes made void sense to me.
when we had our break,i was telling yethong that i missed both my bus and train!hence the extreme lateness.yeah hell maybe i've been a bad bad girl so this is just my just desserts.it happens often,and i like to bitch about others.i should just shut my mouth.remind me to do so,if you're my friend!watch out if you're not... because i'm feeling angsty nowadays i'll start screaming in front of your hideous face till you start crying and blubbering all your words out.
it's all about karma baby!i'll pay dearly for my great moment of fun and satisfaction..but i don't really mind!
now there's still a great load of homework undone,and i'm trying to continue my literature essay about sweet memories while i type this thing with my over-excerised fingers from pressing the second and third valve too hard this morning.
ggrrr i don't know why i'm not studying at all.good thing i'm not going out tomorrow,so i practice abstination from these technological sins and study like how an obedient child always does.
alright now i'll try to be nice and study...because studying doesn't allow me to swear!
bye-bye!
i took a damned long time to write this post because i just felt like writing though nothing happened.sheesh it's all about empty words,this one...
Tuesday, September 06, 2005 | 8:25 PM
i went to school today, for my holiday band practice.well, all to be said was that my mouth just couldn't fit comfortably in the mouthpiece.and i pushed myself so hard i couldn't even reach a G at my lowest point.ah,too much crescendo.
then i went out with yethong!yipee we went to Heartland Mall.did nothing much there.we were just keen enough to eat lunch and walk around.
there was supposed to be some fancy post here with flowery passages of how i thought today was like(since it was not a typical one),but then again,you can't have everything.
on a lighter note,i've decided to resume writing,after my 'little' hiatus of 2 months,of within i hadn't been able to produce anything worth reading.well,wish me luck that i'll cut the red ribbon to opening a new story sooooooon!
Monday, September 05, 2005 | 10:11 PM
New Blogskin
changed blogskin,because the old one suddenly had fonts jutting out of it,and i was too lazy to find out wht went wrong.so i found this pretty one with columns(yay!).
i think i did a pretty Okay job of doing it up.again i edited a minor part of the whole blogskin,this time the posting column.didn't like the font colour and how the dates were placed,so the went and were replaced.
added more banners.i know some of them might be oh-so popular with you and your friends and you've been reading/watching them for a long time,but i'm ultra-positive that i've discovered them first,or maybe even,told some of my friends about it and they spread it to you.so there!
yipee i love students' sketchpad.discovered in late july now...so i'm one of the first!
Saturday, September 03, 2005 | 4:03 PM
3 Things
I've heard there was a secret chord
That David played, and it pleased the Lord
But you don't really care for music, do you?
It goes like this
The fourth, the fifth
The minor fall, the major lift
The baffled king composing Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Your faith was strong but you needed proof
You saw her bathing on the roof
Her beauty and the moonlight overthrew you
She tied you
To a kitchen chair
She broke your throne, and she cut your hair
And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Maybe I have been here before
I know this room, I've walked this floor
I used to live alone before I knew you
I've seen your flag on the marble arch
Love is not a victory march
It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
There was a time
You let me know
What's real and going on below
But now you never show it to me, do you?
And remember when I moved in you?
The holy dark was moving to
And every breath we drew was Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Maybe there's a god above
And all I ever learned from love
Was how to shoot at someone who outdrew you
And it's not a cry you can hear at night,
It's not somebody who's seen the light
It's cold and it's a broken Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
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carving pencils is fun.
Thursday, September 01, 2005 | 5:14 PM
Teachers' Day
oh,yesterday we all went back to gy.me,qiulin,aqila,lisian and beishan.kinda weird actually.almost everyone's changed.
i never expected everyone to stay the same.
sure,i do accept changes in everyone.
but there is this really awkward feeling between me and you.
beyond words... one look explains it all.